Hey, so I'm losing interest in the whole blogging thing. Can you tell? lol... Anyways here's some videos!

I only included this one just for the line "Wroar! I'm a manatee!"

Currently Listening What's So Funny By Angry Johnny & the Killbillies see related

Hmmm... It's been a while since I've updated, so I thought I'd write something.

The biggest thing in my head right now is Love, for lack of a better word. I don't personally believe in the whole true love bullshit, but like... it's a pretty common word and my head's too fucked at the moment to think of something else.
Basically I'm thinkin I need to get meself another girlfriend.
There's a few babes who have caught my eye but they either live way too far away <i>[I know I suck at long distance. I get bored with the relationship if I don't see them very often. Even if they live in the next town I can never get transport.]</i> or I cannot read them at all and have no idea whether they like me or even if they're gay/bi.
Is a hard life, lol :P
But anyway yeah... One girl I'm friends with is single and I know she swings my way, but cuz of the friendship thing I dunno... Ugh, my brain won't formulate an explanation. I think if she read this it'd be obvious to her, but I don't think she knows about this site... And if she did then I guess it would make it easier, huh?
Lol, at the moment I'm just content with being her mate so that's cool... I'll figure this when my brain decides to work again :P

I've had like heaps of weird dreams lately, and I had an almost lucid one this morning. When I realised I was like "woah!!!" I was real close... In my dream I was like "Am I dreaming? I should open my eyes and see. Nah but what if I am dreaming and I wake myself up?" I also tried looking at my hands, well thought about it, but I didn't. It was an odd dream in itself though, I was in bed in like the middle of the night <i>[that's why it was kinda hard to tell whether I was awake or not]</i> and I saw this figure but when I looked it was gone, but then later I saw it again and I was like "If you're not just a figment of my imagination, hold my hand" and I outstreched my hand and it held my hand... It was like a ghost chick, but she was as real as any living person. It was freaky too. Real intense dream... Also there was a lightning storm and a chick in a bikini on stilts, but I think that was another dream...

School has started getting rather shit. We're getting ever closer to the mid year exams and the teachers are getting over my awesomeness and instead are getting rather pissed off. Drama has changed the most I reckon, I enjoyed it when we just used to do activities and mess around and shit but now we actually have to work on stuff and I'm wagging it whenever I can :P We have a group device project, and basically our group sucks. Lol that sounds mean, I just mean that none of us ever have any ideas, aren't leaders and rely on others just to tell us to do something and we will. I don't know how the teacher thought putting all the non-thinking people into a group together would be a good idea but it's happened... Drama is boring now.
English seems like it's gonna get really unfun fast. Usually we just draw and do nothing and the teacher does nothing either but like, the other day he totally snapped at me. It was hilarious. But yeah... I guess I gotta start working again :D

Ahaha, Actually I was hardly here this week at all... Monday I spent half the day telling Storm's Mum [councelor woman] to fuck off. She's a cow seriously... Tuesday I got up in the morning, did my stretches and also did my neck in. :giggle: Tore a ligament or something. I was perfectly capable of going to school <i>[seeing as my only handicap was looking to the right]</i> but my neck hurt like a bitch and I took advantage of it. So a few days of falling asleep on my couch watching old sci-fi flicks and I'm right as rain.
Then thursday I went to the hospital and got that head x-ray thing, fuck what's it called... catscan? or something... and like they checked out my brain and cut me open and shit. I shouldn't have any migraines anymore. <i>Shouldn't</i>. But I personally don't think the lump was what was causing it. Anyway... atleast my brain's fine! yay!

Well, Me thinks I've rambled on enough for today... I feel like watching a zombie movie...

Later!

x. Spike

Currently Reading Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass By Lewis Carroll see related

So battle of teh bands...

It was just... AWESOME! no other fucking word for it, lol it was totally awesome.

I was hangin with these random chicks and we swapped pants, then like cuz they were my baggy jeans and amber got in her pants and I was like “WOO! I GOT TWO HOT BABES IN MY PANTS!” lol it was cool... I got there around tweleve-thirty and did my usual thing of just loner moshing until I spotted someone I knew to stalk. Like some awesome screamo band with this hot as bassist were playin and all these dudes were moshin and I got kicked in the tit, like, full round house kicked in the tit by one dude... I kinda get why Sam pulled me out of the mosh last year haha... but like that screamo band won, and they played another set but everyone left by then and the screamo dude just turned his back on the crowd, was weird... Scud Martini ROCKED!! They won second and best original... one of those random chicks had a scud shirt she made herself. Was cool.

I was in a spontaneous hyper mood and just glomped everyone and groped people and stuff... but unfortunately that mood ran down by the time I saw this uber shaggable cyberpunk guy and instead I just stared at him alot... but then like later I was tryna get my confidence up by getting the group to dare me to talk to him but then like Amber’s like oh I know him and brung him over and I like didn’t say anything... lol damn, I regret that.

My ears are ringin, but that’s a given... fuck like I love it cuz you get right upto the front and next to the speaker and feel the bass drum like a second fucking heartbeat, it’s wicked... I’m kinda out of it at the moment so I might post this and add shit when I’m clear headed...

Later.

x. Shock

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Currently Listening Punk Rock Confidential By The Queers see related

So like here's what I'm gonna do.

Gonna catch a snail! woo!
Gonna keep it as a pet!
And train it cuz they can learn associatively!
Gonna hold snail races at school!!!

that's right, I'm bring back snail races.
And it'll be so cool!

lol anyone wanna get a snail and join in the fun! :P

but anyway:

School's going good, I ditched my old crowd and starting hanging out round the back again... yes i've started smoking again but i honestly do not give a shit what type of cancer or disease i get... i cut down to only two cigs a day anyways... but that doesn't matter much.
I have 4 classes, 4 a day, but every day except... two i think have one or two spare sessions. Got English, Multimedia, Drama & Art. Had Lit, dropped it because I decided It'd do me alot better only having classes I liked, that way I wouldn't end up hating school like i used to :P And I'm old enough now to be able to ditch classes so it's cool. Also have every second Wednesday at home, like today :D
Multimedia is rather dull, our usual teacher is ill so he have a sub IT dude and so far i don't think he's assigned us any work whatsoever... So If I'm online when you reckon i should be in school, I'll probably be in Multi [or a spare].
English unfortunatly cannot be ditched, because 1: I need at least 4 classes to pass, and 2: It's the only compulsary class. I'm just grateful I don't have Maths.
Drama is awesome, only i keep falling over, bashing my head against things and stuff like that. I'm very, very clumsy :D
And Art is pretty well, we have theory every tuesday but we also get coffee, so our teacher at least knows how to bribe us. And we haven't had any official work except to make heaps of art, annotate everything and have a page of inspiration in our scrapbooks. Oh and also I have two essays on Frida Kahlo due, but other than that we have like no work at all :D

At home things are well. Dad resides on my couch most of the day then retreats to his place. To keep me company lol, cuz sometimes it's lonely being in a whole house by myself.
All the good TV shows have started coming back, Lost, Supernatural, Good News Week, and such... but they're all on later, luckily I'm able to watch them still cuz another year means an advance on my bed time [I'm 16, still have a bed time, lol I know but i don't care much].
I don't reckon I'm eating too well, but when you have to cook and buy most of your own meals it's really hard to eat anything more than chips, microwavable dinners and 2min. Noodles. lol, I'll get it worked out once i get a job.
Still looking actually... Been thinking about asking if i can get a place at the library, but i dunno... just everywhere else in this town seems like such a waste of time. But i need money to survive.
Considered selling cigarettes at school, you make a killing, $1 each. But I don't look old enough to buy them myself, which means I'd probably have to get Bianca to buy me them, and she's basically the top seller right now anyway... so I don't think it's that smart to mess with that :P
Anyone who lives in Wallan [or Broadford, as long as it's weekdays and after school] who's got a job then yeah, note me, comment me or whatever, I'd really appreciate it.

Overall I've been pretty well, that's probably why I haven't written a new entry on here for ages lol, I only seem to write on here to vent out my anger or feel like i'm talking to someone... hmm whatever.